So Nubcake's at the party right now, where I really really really really really really want to be. :( I could make it less lonely !!! D:
Can't believe I'm actually not there. After awaiting/daydreaming about it for so long >.> Arghhh. Life hates me T.T
Had a really epic dream last night :3 Basically...different replays of good times with my Nubcake :D Just having him there...felt like Friday had come already ;o And then somehow he was in my room. And at first I was so surprised he was there I had no clue what was going on and I was sure I was going to wake up. And then I did. Well, not really. But kinda. And I fell back into the dream and he was still right there. ;o In my room...on the bed. o-o Err...I CAN EXPLAIN. >.>
So we were just there...I was so happy to see him...missed him so much. Tackled him and gave him a biiiggg supperr rawrr squish bear hug :3 So we just laid there for a while, talking, laughing, teasing / joking around like we usually do when we hang out...and then all of a sudden my dad comes in ! He opens the door partway and I quickly shut it on him, and I hide Nubcake under my covers and hug it really tightly like I'm pretending to hug a giant teddy bear (since I have a LOT of them) ;o and my dad comes in, gives me a funny look, and leaves. (Yeah, I have NO CLUE how that worked out. Its a dream, shh.) Nearly gave me an in-dream heart attack >.> But kekekeke...sneaking him in my room was fun >;3 First dream that lasted so long...and felt like I could keep coming back even after waking up and he'd still be there ;o Pretty epic :D
Anyways...pretty much it. So embaressing him making me tell x.x
And then today ;o Waited for a long time for him after school, at first was worried I JUST missed him, and he was somewhere wandering in the school not knowing where I was. But then he finally showed up, so phew ^^; Made plans for tomorrow night...well kinda. Still dunno yet, seeing as I don't have a ride to ANYWHERE. o_o Went to chapters, saw this book with epic cupcakes that made me wish I could cook @_@ and he kept thinking really hard about something ;o Which made me think of many things as well. Hmmm...in a way its wierd. I always visualized the future, but never set specifics. So his question was very silly today, when he asked if I would still love him if things didn't turn out the way I imagined. I don't have set specifics I want for the future. Just him. And a stable job. And if I'm lucky, less-nagging from the parents. =.='' The future is mostly what we make of it ourselves, I'm not worried about being disappointed, as long as I get the two things. ^^ Would he, though? Still love me if things didn't turn out the way HE imagined it? ;o And kekeke. His question on his blog is silly. I already know hes 'crazy'. :P Well, moreso just a Nubcake ;) MY nubcake :D But tbh, I've been much crazier with my insanely odd ideas >.> Oh, me and my imagination...
Nothing else special in the day. Failing at science. Did archery in gym (I felt like a maplestory character! ;o) And...mhmm. Pretty much it. Hoping to do better in math this unit. Arghh. HOPING.
Anyways, if you're reading this, nighty night my Nubcake. Hope the party goes well (: I love you very very much. ♥
Can't believe I'm actually not there. After awaiting/daydreaming about it for so long >.> Arghhh. Life hates me T.T
Had a really epic dream last night :3 Basically...different replays of good times with my Nubcake :D Just having him there...felt like Friday had come already ;o And then somehow he was in my room. And at first I was so surprised he was there I had no clue what was going on and I was sure I was going to wake up. And then I did. Well, not really. But kinda. And I fell back into the dream and he was still right there. ;o In my room...on the bed. o-o Err...I CAN EXPLAIN. >.>
So we were just there...I was so happy to see him...missed him so much. Tackled him and gave him a biiiggg supperr rawrr squish bear hug :3 So we just laid there for a while, talking, laughing, teasing / joking around like we usually do when we hang out...and then all of a sudden my dad comes in ! He opens the door partway and I quickly shut it on him, and I hide Nubcake under my covers and hug it really tightly like I'm pretending to hug a giant teddy bear (since I have a LOT of them) ;o and my dad comes in, gives me a funny look, and leaves. (Yeah, I have NO CLUE how that worked out. Its a dream, shh.) Nearly gave me an in-dream heart attack >.> But kekekeke...sneaking him in my room was fun >;3 First dream that lasted so long...and felt like I could keep coming back even after waking up and he'd still be there ;o Pretty epic :D
Anyways...pretty much it. So embaressing him making me tell x.x
And then today ;o Waited for a long time for him after school, at first was worried I JUST missed him, and he was somewhere wandering in the school not knowing where I was. But then he finally showed up, so phew ^^; Made plans for tomorrow night...well kinda. Still dunno yet, seeing as I don't have a ride to ANYWHERE. o_o Went to chapters, saw this book with epic cupcakes that made me wish I could cook @_@ and he kept thinking really hard about something ;o Which made me think of many things as well. Hmmm...in a way its wierd. I always visualized the future, but never set specifics. So his question was very silly today, when he asked if I would still love him if things didn't turn out the way I imagined. I don't have set specifics I want for the future. Just him. And a stable job. And if I'm lucky, less-nagging from the parents. =.='' The future is mostly what we make of it ourselves, I'm not worried about being disappointed, as long as I get the two things. ^^ Would he, though? Still love me if things didn't turn out the way HE imagined it? ;o And kekeke. His question on his blog is silly. I already know hes 'crazy'. :P Well, moreso just a Nubcake ;) MY nubcake :D But tbh, I've been much crazier with my insanely odd ideas >.> Oh, me and my imagination...
Nothing else special in the day. Failing at science. Did archery in gym (I felt like a maplestory character! ;o) And...mhmm. Pretty much it. Hoping to do better in math this unit. Arghh. HOPING.
Anyways, if you're reading this, nighty night my Nubcake. Hope the party goes well (: I love you very very much. ♥
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