So after that downfall last week...things shot back up nicely again. Always seems to do that, I find.
That day...
Recalling Sunday. Dont know why I'm remembering it so much. I guess, it...
To be honest, it hurt. Before I was convinced, and the things he had said last night kind of...took it all back. Away.
And in a sense...I'm still not completely sure what his answer is. Would he keep changing it? =/
Seeing him that day...didn't know what to say or do. Felt so uncertain for once. And then when I found him sitting on the stairs...hugging him not knowing what his reaction was towards me. Whether he wanted me there or not. Just wishing he knew I was.
My Nubcake...always seem to spare so much feeling for him.
Thing that I'm still wondering about...what did he mean, couldn't even tell me he loved me before I left that night?
It was what my previous post was about...but...yeah.
Question unanswered. >.>

Anyways. This week's gone by pretty nicely (: School's going by fast and...happy. Pre-exam rush is at it as well, blehh. Surprisingly civics is appealing nicely to me, too bad it has to end right when it is. D: Discovered the art room today (well, moreso that I can work in there ;o). Next time I need to finish clay projects, I'll use there. ^^;
Nubcake's spending after schools studying. But in a way, its good that I have time with no distraction just to finish work. Although regardless, I still get distracted in some way. x.x ADHD ftl...
Sold the house too, finally. (: Official move date: Feb 6th now. Its a sat ;o Wierd...haha. Gonna be at Dance, Worship AND sna during that day. Wonder how thats gonna work out. And hmm...means I'll finally be close to Nubcake ;o Can't wait ~ Still imagining sneaking him over...x3 Buahaha. Lying on his chest in his arms...in my bed...under covers. >.> Nope, doesn't sound sketch. :3 Makes me think of semi...coming up. ;o And no, don't think I'm gonna go to WCI's. =/ That week is just waayy too busy...D: Plus, don't want any more rumors starting, especially after AB last year. x.x but haha...funny he mentioned grinding yesterday. :P Very interested to see....kekeke. :3

Ugh, another florida daydream. x.x One of my dreamies for now :3 Seems so perfect...@_@ Mm, just take a whole summer off as a honeymoon...disney and universal, beaches, resorts....*grabby hands* Its always been a happy place to be. (: Will probably be that much better with just me and Nubcake ;o (has skipped details)

More to say but theres orch tomorrow. x.x Hope the day goes by fast again.

posted by Nubcakechan @ 8:05 PM