The last week is hardest to get through, out of anything.

Mornings I wake up and wish I never have to get up. Imagining the rest of the day ahead is horrifying. Feels as if I'm slowly letting go, although not knowing of what.

School progress is getting worse and worse. Sleeping less and less. Can never stay awake anymore, let alone think. Slacking off, grades dropping...seeing the 52 on the assignment today was...bad. x.x

And just becoming less and less myself. Not talking much anymore. Not trying anymore. Completely strayed away from all the friends I had before and just socially removing myself from everything and everyone.

Wtf is wrong with me. x.x

Maybe its the winter. Maybe its the stress. Maybe the amount of sleep I'm not getting.
Or maybe I'm just missing him too much.

I don't know. I wish I could be like last year again. I wish I didn't hate school so much.

Having to last 3 more days has never sounded so torturous.

Nubcake...I need you T.T

posted by Nubcakechan @ 4:15 PM