Debate's finally over. Feels like these last two days went on for so long while I was there...but thinking back to it now can't believe its all over so quickly. Really fun times though ^^ Those three guys are hilarious. Oh boy. Felt so wierd though, spending two whole days with 3 guys. Two of them has had interest in me in the past. How did it manage to not be awkward? o_o Which was why I rejected the offer to do hwk in their room so they could help me. ._.
And lmao, idiots going out to pizza at 1am xD And then playing halo till 3. Typical guys.

Debate today...-sigh- Had a really good "high" friday night after that second killer debate where I pulled off a pwn and an 'amazing' from Leon ;o (Don't get that quite often). And so this morning went by really well, seeing as I've never done an impromptu before. Managed to be the strongest attacker in the room (not literally) despite my previous failures. Guess I am learning kinda fast. But then that last two...mind just couldn't process. Especially the last one. Felt like I seriously just had a breakdown...made a fool of myself. Thankfully Leon was there to back us up and support my speech. I wondered what he was thinking after that though. He actually sounded worried about me...which was wierd since he was always so mean and offensive >.> And then he just had his head on the desk and looked so dead. Hmm. Never seen that side of him before.

Talked a bit with Fishy, things are quite okay now, which is good. Apparently I have my first ever hater: His sister. In a way its kinda funny because I can perfectly see why she would hate me. After I started shunning her because she started creeping me (coming at me spazzing out over random things when I didn't even know her, texting me on Fishy's phone telling me who she was, throwing sassy attitude at me and Chrystalla). Wow, honestly. >.> If only she was a bit more humble like Davin or Fishy. =.='' But in a way it kinda hurts. Never had a hater before. Especially wierd, considering its THEIR sister. Even our dads get along well ._. And Davin, Fishy and I are all pretty close.
What a messed up world.

Back to debate. So Viv and Janelle actually did really good this whole thing ;o Better than we expected ^^ None of us ended up making semifinals, which kinda sucked D: It was all teams from the same two schoosl: Georgetown, Thornshill. x_x Oh well, I learned a lot. Speaking style changed a lot too. I felt so...disappointed in myself at the last debate though. Completely had a mind breakdown. Really wanted to do good...didn't wanna disappoint him. D: Just don't wanna feel like I'm being the pull-down...sigh. So we just sat there for a while. For a moment I felt like Nubcake was right beside me like on thursday and I really just wanted his comfort but then had to realize that it wasn't him. x-x Wanted really badly to go back for SNA just to...relighten my spirits but realized I couldnt. I dunno...just GOING to church makes me feel better. Being there. Gives me a sense of peace. Definitely a good thing. ^^ But since I couldn't, spent a couple hours frustrated at myself, then recomposed again after watching the other debates. They were quite funny, especially the Public Speaking rounds.

Overall, decent weekend. Tomorrow's sunday - Get to see my Nubcake (: Always feel like I miss him so much more when I've been gone somewhere...thank goodness this didn't take up the whole weekend. And now its 1am and I made a promise to my Nubcake for going to sleep. Much more to think about...much more to do. Aii~

posted by Nubcakechan @ 9:47 PM