Five mins left of lunch left, gonna try to fit in a short post here. ;o
Nowadays...two main focuses of life. School. And Nubcake. x.x Tbh, school was never really on the top of my list up until now. Why? Because I know what future I want now. Because I have to, in order for my 'master future plan' to succeed. :3 But sigh...its a lot of work. =/ Sometimes waking up in the morning, I feel so stressed and out of it, feeling like I'm trapped into something I don't want. But in the end, it'll be worth it, right? I know at least one thing will be. ^^;
Went to the dentist yesterday. Always not fun. -.-'' Im surprised my dad doesn't hate me yet...kekeke. ;3 Got myself a good laugh, although made a huge fool of myself. -_- There. Once again. Need to stop doing that.
And so I guess Nubcake didn't like my last plan >.> He's silly. I wouldn't ever ditch him. Just...its fighting between what I think is better for him, and what I want. But then again, he could be right. What if it really wasn't better for him? I know what its like to feel unmotivated. To lose that big of a motivation...Maybe not such a good idea. -sigh- He wins, yet again. Lets just hope I'm making the right decisions.
And somehow I managed to score a 93+ in science. Amazing. o_O Considering I pretty much failed. And bleh, who knew my english was so bad? =.='' Darn people giving me incorrect notes to study off of D: Note to self: STOP MISSING ENGLISH CLASS.
Math test coming up. Fingers crossed. =/
School is like a battlefield now x.x Aiming high in everything, making a single mistake is...quite scary. Dunno how much it affects me...
And debate. Another big priority. Trying harder than I ever have when it comes to thinking...well, maybe SECOND. :3 Maybe. Considering that other time...
Hmm...if Nubcake could give me anything, what would it be? ;o
Nowadays...two main focuses of life. School. And Nubcake. x.x Tbh, school was never really on the top of my list up until now. Why? Because I know what future I want now. Because I have to, in order for my 'master future plan' to succeed. :3 But sigh...its a lot of work. =/ Sometimes waking up in the morning, I feel so stressed and out of it, feeling like I'm trapped into something I don't want. But in the end, it'll be worth it, right? I know at least one thing will be. ^^;
Went to the dentist yesterday. Always not fun. -.-'' Im surprised my dad doesn't hate me yet...kekeke. ;3 Got myself a good laugh, although made a huge fool of myself. -_- There. Once again. Need to stop doing that.
And so I guess Nubcake didn't like my last plan >.> He's silly. I wouldn't ever ditch him. Just...its fighting between what I think is better for him, and what I want. But then again, he could be right. What if it really wasn't better for him? I know what its like to feel unmotivated. To lose that big of a motivation...Maybe not such a good idea. -sigh- He wins, yet again. Lets just hope I'm making the right decisions.
And somehow I managed to score a 93+ in science. Amazing. o_O Considering I pretty much failed. And bleh, who knew my english was so bad? =.='' Darn people giving me incorrect notes to study off of D: Note to self: STOP MISSING ENGLISH CLASS.
Math test coming up. Fingers crossed. =/
School is like a battlefield now x.x Aiming high in everything, making a single mistake is...quite scary. Dunno how much it affects me...
And debate. Another big priority. Trying harder than I ever have when it comes to thinking...well, maybe SECOND. :3 Maybe. Considering that other time...
Hmm...if Nubcake could give me anything, what would it be? ;o
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