Had a spare yesterday at the end of class. Mom wouldn't come pick me up from school even though I was dying of tiredness so I pretty much had nothing to do x.x Made a spur of the moment decision to go to SJAM :D Yeah, I'm random. Just had a sudden urge to really want to see him...;o
The bus took forever. Talked a while with Arushi, so sad about the music teacher :S Died a month before her wedding. Reminds me of Ms. Buckland...meehh.
Went to the library at SJAM, waiting for him to finish class ^^ Lol, Ellis didn't even know that I knew Esther ;o But hmm, so she's allowed to date now, since her parents know?! Lucky T^T I wish I had that kind of luck. =/ Oh well. Waiting is bearable, as long as he's willing, too...
Anyways. Walked down and saw him in class. The look on his face when he saw me was PRICELESS. :3 But hmm...I'd imagine he'd be a bit surprised ^^; Wonder how I'd react if he showed up in front of MY classroom randomly one day xD Hung out for a bit at school, until he had to leave for choir :( Felt like I waited so long to be there with him...it was worth it ^^ But hmm...what does he think my dream is?! D: Arghh so frustrate @_@ I wonder if he HAS dreamed the same thing? :P Kekeke, that'd be quite interesting...hmm.
Sigh...me and my stupid curiosity. Just had to go back and look up that thing from the past at lunch today...=/ Bad idea. Brought back a lot of memories from the past that Ive gotten rid of for so long...Don't know how to deal with it. Anger? Disappointment? Wanting to just be friends again, as if nothing happened? Regret?
Thankfully the feeling doesn't last long. Goes away when I get distracted by something else. I wish I could just let it go. Stop being upset at him whenever I see him. And just...arghh.
Me and my stupidity.
But anyways. Today's friday. Tomorrow I dance, and then I see him afternoon and night. Gotta love saturdays :*
But then its sunday. And sunday means the day before monday. And monday means school.
Arghh, why can't we just have more summers?! T^T
Feel so pressured with time, stressed out x.x Gotta do that french project due monday. My homework. Concert review. Debate (fml x.x). Art. And my "project". Wish I had more time. =/ God help me please. :(
Finally realized that my anemia's acting up again. No wonder I havent been able to eat or stay awake lately :s Great. Perfect timing. Just had to screw me up. x.x
Whats this bad news Nubcake has? D: Worrying me again...=/
The bus took forever. Talked a while with Arushi, so sad about the music teacher :S Died a month before her wedding. Reminds me of Ms. Buckland...meehh.
Went to the library at SJAM, waiting for him to finish class ^^ Lol, Ellis didn't even know that I knew Esther ;o But hmm, so she's allowed to date now, since her parents know?! Lucky T^T I wish I had that kind of luck. =/ Oh well. Waiting is bearable, as long as he's willing, too...
Anyways. Walked down and saw him in class. The look on his face when he saw me was PRICELESS. :3 But hmm...I'd imagine he'd be a bit surprised ^^; Wonder how I'd react if he showed up in front of MY classroom randomly one day xD Hung out for a bit at school, until he had to leave for choir :( Felt like I waited so long to be there with him...it was worth it ^^ But hmm...what does he think my dream is?! D: Arghh so frustrate @_@ I wonder if he HAS dreamed the same thing? :P Kekeke, that'd be quite interesting...hmm.
Sigh...me and my stupid curiosity. Just had to go back and look up that thing from the past at lunch today...=/ Bad idea. Brought back a lot of memories from the past that Ive gotten rid of for so long...Don't know how to deal with it. Anger? Disappointment? Wanting to just be friends again, as if nothing happened? Regret?
Thankfully the feeling doesn't last long. Goes away when I get distracted by something else. I wish I could just let it go. Stop being upset at him whenever I see him. And just...arghh.
Me and my stupidity.
But anyways. Today's friday. Tomorrow I dance, and then I see him afternoon and night. Gotta love saturdays :*
But then its sunday. And sunday means the day before monday. And monday means school.
Arghh, why can't we just have more summers?! T^T
Feel so pressured with time, stressed out x.x Gotta do that french project due monday. My homework. Concert review. Debate (fml x.x). Art. And my "project". Wish I had more time. =/ God help me please. :(
Finally realized that my anemia's acting up again. No wonder I havent been able to eat or stay awake lately :s Great. Perfect timing. Just had to screw me up. x.x
Whats this bad news Nubcake has? D: Worrying me again...=/
posted by Nubcakechan @ 8:37 AM
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