So today didn't go exactly as planned.
Civics...welcomed us with open arms with a new huge assignment. -.- Sad thing is, this isn't even our summative. I thought she said we finished all ours. -_-'' Due by next week too...fml.
French did nothing.
Science did nothing but talk. Kept falling asleep...or even just blinking trying to stay awake. >.> Fusco kept pointing it out to the class. Argh...hope he doesn't think I'm like...retarded or something. D: Sheesh, gives such a bad impression. x.x Screwed for science fair...gotta go over it sometime. D:
Math was just...math. Distraction, and blah. Gonna have to memorize all the notes + homework sometime...this test is purely based on my memory now. Gogogo Nubcake~

Talked with Nubcake about future...worried for him, but trusting he'll make it through in the end. (: God...just give him the motivation and strength to carry on...and let his hard work pay off for him. We both want that future...fighting to recieve it. I guess, even if he doesn't make it this year, worse situation would be 5th year. Holding him back by a year...but if it benefits him in the end, it's worth it, whatever it takes. Not that I'm minding, I for sure don't mind waiting. As I told him back in the very beginning when he asked, yes I would wait. Whatever he needs, its there. Don't have to worry about me, I'll be there in the end. For sure.
And I hope...he just...I dunno. Spends more time focusing on making it through with a positive attitude, rather than worrying about supporting me in the future. My silly Nubcake, don't need to worry about supporting me, or being 'good enough' for me. I won't leave you, even if you do become unsuccessful. Even if we have nothing in the end. I'll still be there, and I'll still love you just as much. Its all about facing things together, and you making it through this is the first step. Focus, Nubcake. Think positive. Have confidence. I believe in you. (:

As for me...really need to get over this sleeping problem. Slowly trying to adjust myself...hope it works. =/ At the same time...gonna try to get back my group of friends as well. I guess this is one of the main things I fear. Its not easy getting back into a social group when it was hard getting in, in the first place. The popular crowd...-sigh- I know they're my friends no matter what. But I just want to have...somewhere permanent to stay in, y'know? Feel so isolated and unsocial. x.x Too tired to talk, to bother. But no, I'm going to change that. Hopefully starting tomorrow. Wish me luck. (:

Sleep now. Hope you have a good day at school tomorrow. ^^
Ga-Yow Nubcakes! s2

posted by Nubcakechan @ 7:33 PM